30.11.09

B.

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
and now I think that I've got it all down
And As I say it Louder, I love how it sounds
Cause i'm not taking the easy way out.
Now every girl I've been with after you, just ain't the same
I've been on that rebound tip, I can't believe you got me feelin like this.
And every other mornin it's your face that I miss.
man your boy's sick.
Shawty was a 10, but I was on that Bull when I was with
You.You.You.You.You.
I've been thinkin about you. And how it used to be then.
Back when we didn't have to live we could start again.
There's nothing left to say, don't waste another day.
Just you and me tonight, everything will be okay
If it's alright with you then it's alright with me,
baby let's take this time lets make new memories.
Bring it back to the time when you and me had just begun
When I was still your number one
Do you Remember



Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart, well you could try sleepin in my bed.
Never Say Never.

29.11.09

What is Love?

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Love was when your best friend skips work to introduce you to a girl he called his friend.
Love was keeping your distance, sticking to the bro code, and leaving your opinions closed.
Love was your best friend telling you he’s not with her.
Love was for him telling you to see what’s up with her, and how she is doing.
Love was the first text you ever said to her, asking her to a drink and getting rejected.
Love was meeting your best friend for dinner, but surprised by another guest.
Love was her sitting next to you, and not your best friend.
Love was eating ribs with your best friend while she ate a Chocolate lava cake.
Love was you wanting to see her again, but never made the move to.
Love was going on a date with your best friend and the girl you had interest in.
Love was your best friend driving to pick her up. You moving to the back seat and letting her sit in the front.
Love was her holding your leg at BJ’s, while the waiter got the order all messed up.
Love was watching Pearl Harbor while cruising in the Integra with the two people that mattered the most.
Love was her moving from the front seat to the back seat, not because you asked her to, but because she wanted to.
Love was her resting her head on your shoulder, even though it is exceptionally boney and uncomfortable.
Love was when you abandoned your best friend, to watch another movie at the house.
Love was the countless times you went to Java City to Study just to be with her.
Love was her ringtone being You by Chris Brown.
Love was the night drives you’d take just to pick her up, cruise the streets with, then drop her back at home.
Love was having Ikea Icing on your face, and her cleaning it off with her lips.
Love was signing up for a class just because she was in there.
Love was sitting in the running car, talking with her, in 30 degree weather, for hours.
Love was going to Shari’s with your best friend and her, after her club nights.
Love was going riding, and letting her be your best friends passenger.
Love was not kissing her for two weeks just because.
Love was choosing her over your friends when they laughed at her.
Love was knowing she sometimes sweated on her hands and feet and not caring.
Love was dedicating With You by Chris Brown to her.
Love was giving her the name B, which stood for Babe, Baby, Boo,and all those other B names
Love was giving her the name B. because you didn’t want to be every other guy to her.
Love was her calling you on the drive home from dropping her off. 
Love was taking her to the same ol’ spots on different days. 
Love was letting the girl pluck your eyebrows because she was bored.
Love was watching Youtube Videos for hours.
Love was doing things different than the rest.
Love was taking a Women Psychology class because she was taking it.
Love was asking for reassurance because it made you feel special.
Love was going to 24 hour Starbucks and ordering her custom items not on the menu.
Love was not planning a special Valentine’s Day, but instead, going with the flow.
Love was spending a grand that day, and wanting to do it again and again.
Love was skipping class to sleep in with her.
Love was allowing her to watch her crush, Tom Welling, on TV all the time.
Love was taking her to your work and introducing her to your co-workers.
Love was her changing her make-up just to eyeliner, just because she knew that's all you liked.
Love was the head chef making her a house special, for free.
Love was listening to her Baby Makin Music CD she made for your cousin, yet never gave either a copy.
Love was letting her go to the clubs, and listen to her afterwards, how many guys wanted to swoop her.
Love was her going to the casino, just to watch you and your best friend play blackjack.
Love was singing Usher’s part of My Boo while she sang Alicia’s part,  and man she could sing.
Love was holding her while she was cold.
Love was calling her back every time her phone randomly disconnected you.

Love was, at the end of the day, coming home to YOU.
Love was you and her.


Love was crying when reading a page long text message on what she wanted, and you weren’t in there.
Love was understanding her wants meant more than your needs.
Love was being friends even because she only wanted to be friends.
Love was still seeing her during class
Love was still making her CDs that she wanted, and loved.
Love was fronting that nothing would change.
Love was smiling because it happened, not because it was over.
Love was looking at every Red Mitsubishi Montero Sport, hoping it was hers.
Love was going to Tapioca Express, ordering her drink and letting it sit in your car.
Love was keeping the Princess Pillow and Blanket in your car for no one to use but her.
Love was driving in her neighborhood, just to see if she’d like to meet up.
Love was letting her best friend be her best friend.
Love was playing all the love songs that you felt for her.
Love was singing these songs like she cared.
Love was singing to no one, but hoping she could hear you.
Love was playing all the love songs she liked, without her.
Love was going to Shari’s alone hoping’ to see her after her club nights.
Love was going to Java City daily, just to see if you’d run into her again.
Love was hating her for texting you, but smiling because it made your day.
Love was hoping to go back.
Love was believing she’d come back.



Love is moving 3000 miles away, just because you don’t want the chance to see her because you know what would happen if you did.
Love is making her a playlist, and listening to it 24/7
Love is listening to The Best you Never had by Leona Lewis and fronting like it’s the truth.
Love is The Best you never had, thinkin the Title for yourself is, the best you ever had.
Love is listening to You by Chris Brown a year and a half later.
Love is playing her ringtone on your phone, thinking it's her calling.
Love is listening to Baby Love, and going down memory lane.
Love is listening to With You by Chris Brown when you wrote this.
Love is listening to Try Sleeping with a Broken Heart and trying to be like Alicia Keys.
Love is never deleting the voicemail she left when she called.
Love is listening to the voicemail, and smiling.
Love is being jealous.
Love is having her picture the background of your phone...still.
Love is wanting to be friends, but know it’s not for the best.
Love is still holding on to the napkin with her lips imprinted on them.
Love is still wearing the purple and pink hair ties she told you to hold.
Love is wanting to talk to her, but know you shouldn’t.
Love is thinking about her all the time.
Love is being glad it happened, and hating that it’s over. 
Love is knowing she won’t come back, even if you begged her.  But it doesn’t mean to give up, or let go. 
Love is knowing to keep your silence and be invisible. 
Love is letting her fulfill her wants over your needs.  It is letting her be happy, when you are suffering.  She might’ve been with you, but now she’s with him.  And there’s nothing you can do about it..
 Love isn’t wishing you were him, only jealous of him.  It isn’t hating him for having her.  It’s understanding that she’s pleased with him.
Love is being on the sidelines cheering for the opposing team.
Love is her beautiful smile.
Love is her caring self.
Love is her being the best memory you’ll ever have.
Love is taking the good with the bad.
Love is loving everything about her.
Love is B.



Sometimes, the greatest act of love is letting go.



18.11.09

papa doc in town




Papa Doc had a client meeting/dinner in NY on Wednesday and Thursday, so he decided he'd stop by and visit his only son... Lucky me , I was an afterthought.  haha. But nah, it was fun having him come by and visit.  He visited with my grandparents, and took us all (20 of us) out to Buca Di Beppo, where he told our waiter Frank, he was the Godfather.  My dad's sister, Deanna, also known as my auntie, came along from D.C too.







 
 
 










For Saturday Brunch, we went to Dim Sum. 

16.11.09


3's update...

Allen Iverson was dropped from the Grizzlies, so he's in search for a job...
CP3 went down last week with a very bad ankle sprain..It's said he'll be out for 3-4 weeks.
Dwyane Wade...Need I say anything when Power Rankings Said it all..
"Dwyane Wade broke spirits (Anderson Varejao), broke hearts (Nets), and broke records (franchise-record 22 straight 20-plus games) this week."



The 49ers won on Thursday against the Bears...I think I already wrote about it, but yeah they need some offensive help.  Their Defense on the other hand, is pretty darn strong...

Bill Bellicheck took a risk and it cost the Pats and Tom Brady the game.  Most people disagree with his choice, I being one of them.  Sure, it's great to have Tom Brady with the ball in the final minutes of a close game, but if you're leading the game by less than a touchdown, and it's more than 4 and 1, (4 and 2), on their own 30 yard line, I think everything leads to punt.  I get his decision, but it wasn't necessary.  If they were losing by a 6, yes, absolutely.  If they were winning with the down, 4 and 1, maybe.  But the safest bet would be to punt the ball and trust your defense.  I'm still agitated that Tom Brady lost..Gr

No need to talk about the Raiders losing to the Chiefs.
No need to talk about the Wizards struggling to find W's.  Everyone says it's because they don't have Jamison, but how much would he help?  I mean a significance yes, but I don't htink one player changes a 2-6 team to above .500 just like that.  It's still gonna take time for him to get used to the rotation and the game.

Kings are above .500, and are on a 4 game win streak, the latest coming from the Rockets (who beat the Lakers the next game).  WOW. Holy Smokes ,would have never predicted that.  I guess I'm a pessimist when I told people this would be the only two game winning streak this season, and they already doubled it.  Ha, anyways J T and Tyreke need to keep gettin me fantasy points!

Warriors traded Stephen Jackson for Raja Bell and Vlad... I don't like that trade, nor do I like how it hurts my fantasy team of Anthony Morrow, Anthony Randolph, and Stephon Curry... Hopefully, they drop Vlad , or trade for a pick cause there's too many people on that team!




Assassin's Creed II comes out this week too.

13.11.09

"Welcome to your KODAK moment Anderson Varejao."

"Wade, Oh The Facial, Yes and the Foul."

Can you Imagine Marv Albert practicing his lines in front of a mirror back the day when he was a new broadcaster. Haha. If you missed the game tonight, that is unfortunate. I missed some parts of it, but at least got to see the main event. Sure, D-Wade lost, but he put up some fighting numbers. The Heat are still getting better, and he dunked on Anderson Varejao. That dunk is dunk of the year, kind of reminds me when he dunked on Emeka Okafor last year...


Anyways, both are freakin sick. While most speculate on if LBJ joins D Wade to form one of the best duo's ever in Miami next season, another all-time great duo was in the arena. By that, I mean Michael Jordan and Scottie Pippen. D-Wade also sported the new and up coming 25th Anniversary Jordan's due out in Feb. Personally, I'm not hyped, but I guess we'll see when they're released.

I missed some of the game due to the other National Game on TV, and it wasn't basketball. The Niners played on NFL TV for those who don't follow. And must I remind you from two years ago, Patrick Willis is a BEAST. Manny Lawson, I was also a fan of him his rookie year (one prior to Willis's entrance). The 49ers are horrible on offense, only scoring 10 points...Even after taking away, or being given, 5 Interceptions by Jay Cutler. Somebody Fire that man. Hopefully, the offense can get it going or else there's not gonna be no post season this year.

Oh and Michael Crabtree is still impressin.. especially with the out of bound catch. Sorry, since it wasn't a catch, I don't spot it on Youtube. haha

11.11.09

It's Wednsday


Today was one of those days you just wanted to stay in bed.  The rain was pouring, the clouds were darkening, and it was cold.  Luckily, it’s Wednsday, where I can skip my morning class and wait til my 5 clock class.  The rain fills the streets, and the winds clog the sewers.  Modern Warfare 2 came out yesterday, and I got me a copy.  Haven’t played that much, in respect to my cousin, but I want to. Haha Anyways, lets go to the professional sport
How about them Kings.  For the first time in 3 seasons, the Kings are at .500 even.  And we have the rookie, Tyreke Evans to thank for that.  I honestly would’ve liked Steph Curry for the 1st pick, but apparently Evans is proving himself.  I thought Curry would be a better fit because Kevin Martin is a 2 guard, and Steph Curry is a 1.  He’s a dribbler, passer, and shooter.  Tyreke Evans is merely a 2 guard, trying to play the one.  His assist-turnover ration is horrible, and is shot is wickedly ugly.  With no surprise, the Kings are still winning without Kevin Martin… I say no surprise because, Kevin Martin is nothing to me.  All he is, all he’ll ever be, is a shooter.  An efficient scorer/ shooter.  He’ll never get more than 5 rebounds or 5 assists a game for a season.  He lacks the dribbling skills and IQ to do so.  It’s funny how there’s sac people believing, Kevin Martin is a super-star in the making, and the next Kobe Bryant without Defense.  Hilarious.  The Kings are winning because the boy Kevin Martin doesn’t require touching the ball. Sure he might have given us points, but there’s no ball rotation.  Notice how Peja never got more than 3 all-star appearances.  I highly doubt Kevin Martin will top that.  Plus, Evan’s primary position is 2 guard, Martin’s spot.  Now that Martin’s injured, Evan’s is playing his primary position.  Results are proof. Oh and right now he’s currently ranked number 1 in rookie rankings.
Surprised that Hornets aren’t doing too well.  Same with the Spurs.  How about Miami though? Dwyane Wade had 40 last night against the Wizards. Boston and Miami only have one loss.  Washington, without Antwan Jamison, are a whopping 2-6.  Most of the Eastern Conference, beside the big 3, are all losing records.  Western Conference, have more teams above .500, with Phoenix leading the way, 7-1.  LA is 6-1 after losing to Dallas in Week 1.  Surprise of the week? Sacramento. 4-4, amazing. Haha.  Golden State is suffering, even though they put up 140 against Minnesota. 
Fantasy wise, team numbe 1 last week had a very interesting matchup against a very strong team.  Geelong Cats had Rajon Rondo, Dwyane Wade, Jason Kidd, Carmelo Anthony, Rasheed Wallace, Luol Deng, Jermaine O’neal, Blake Griffin, Marcus Camby, Allen Iverson, Samuel Dalembert, Andrew Bogut, and Kirk Hinrich.  Two players on his team didn’t play, AI and Blake Griffin due to injury/personal Reasons.  He was actually beating me in the early week, up to Friday where he led 8-1.  Somehow, I pulled out with the 5-3 win, tying in rebounds.  My team also were without, Tayshaun Prince, Leandro Barbosa, and Tim Duncan.  I think the improvement of Tyreke Evans and Chris Bosh helped me pull out.  The categories I lost in were, steals, blocks, and turnovers. 
The second team, also ranked number one, played the first week.  I played All that Remains, who has Aaron Brooks, Manu Ginobli, Vince Carter, John Salmons, Andrea Bargnani, Luis Scola, Jermaine O’neal, Kobe Bryant, Devin Harris, and Chris Duhon.  Other than Kobe, I didn’t have anyone to worry about.  Manu was also injured on his team.  I had a strong performance by Rudy Gay and Deron Williams to take place of injured Yi Jinialian, and Troy Murphy.  I beat him 8-1, losing only in turnovers. 




NFL.


Who would’ve thought the 49ers would’ve been under .500 in week 10 of the NFL season at 3-5.  The beginning of the season looked promising, but after watching the last 4 games, has been quite the opposite.  Losing the last 4 games, the 49ers don’t have anyone mainly to blame but a combination of bad luck and horrible offense.   You could say it’s their turnover rate with newly inserted quarterback, Alex Smith.   Or you could say it’s the schedule they have, with their opponents being extremely good. Sure, the Vikings stole a victory away from us, but look at Tennessee and Indianapolis.  Both of those victories could’ve easily been ours.  But our offense failed to convert in the 2nd half of the Colts game, and Alex Smith turned over the ball in the last 3 minutes.  Both of those games were our victories, which would have left us 5-3.  Instead, we our questioning our coaches, and the ability to run an effective offense.  Coach Mike Singletary told everyone last year and during the off-season that the 49ers were going to be a run run run offense.  Power and more power.  It’s great that he had the idea of being the power running team the NFL lacks, but once you tell that to your opponents, think about what the defense they’re going to run.  They’re going to put 8 men in the box 1st and 2nd downs, knowing the 49ers will run the ball.  And now that they’re trying to pass the ball, Alex Smith is throwing interceptions for touchdowns…So where do the 49ers go from here?  I say, keep up the risk, keep fighting for their season.  It’s  about moving the chains, and the play calls by coaches.  But it’s also up to the players moving the chains, tipping the balls that should’ve been caught.
Ravens and Broncos a fluke? They’re losing, and losing bad.  Broncos are 6-2, so not so much to worry about, although SD is 5-3 and catchin up.  Ravens are 4-4, which should be worried, with the Bengals and Steelers in front.  Cowboys have regained their conference on top of the Eagles and Giants.  Patriots are leading their league against the Jets and Dolphins.  Vikings are 7-1, no surprise here.  Saints and Colts are still undefeated.   

5.11.09

Another week

Another week passed by. Might I add that next week, Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2 comes out (tuesday). Haha, it hit me when my classmates said, "If I'm not in class next Tuesday, I'm probably at home playing Modern Warfare 2 since it comes out next week." Haha. Yeah since I have nothing else to do besides hang out with a blog, I've started playing video games like a geek. haha Oh well, I guess I missed the last 6 years of being a Teenage Geek. For those who don't know, check it out!




On another basketball update... Cp3 is a sick shooter now, shooting high percentages from beyond the Ark. He managed to find some help from Emeka Okafor and David West, but the team as a whole, are still struggling. I swear the Hornets just have washed up Kings lying on their Roster.Okay maybe not washed up, but a trade among them kinda relationship. Look at it, Byron Scott, Peja, Bobby Brown, Ike Idogu, Sean Marks, Darius Songaila...just this year. And then Desmond Mason, Bobby Jackson and Bonzi Wells in previous years. Seems to me that, someone is following someone. I think it's more Hornets following Sac...which shouldn't happen because SAC is so weak sauce...They have been the last 5 years, and now look at New Orleans..Struggling to even be a playoff Team. I always thought the Hornets had the better lineups, just couldn't stay healthy. Sometimes I think their chemistry is off too. Mo Pete, James Posey, and Peja, are dead shooters. They traded for a healthier Emeka, yet wasted Rasual Butler...Doesn't make much sense to me. But hell, neither does Geoff Petrie.

I guess I'm just extending the talk about the Kings from the Sacbee Article/Comment Forum found here. People on that are ridiculous, stating the Newspaper Article Comments part is a "Fans Forum."  Some people are just beyond imaginable.  It's good to be a true fan, but it's also good to know when it's time to jump ship.  I'm not saying give-up on the Kings, but stop wasting your money on em.  They're ranked 10th in Attendance Prices for Home games at 60 bucks average. The Nba itself average ticket price is 50... Among the top 10, the Kings are the only ones with the losing record.  Lakers, Knicks, Boston, Chicago, and Mavericks are understandable for being there.  They're good and in large Cities.  Joe and Gavin Maloof are freakin rippin people. Thank God my dad stopped buying his season tickets this season.

Blame the management.  Geoff Petrie was a success when he brought over the Fab Five and plus some.  But since then he's done horrible.  Donte Green, Spencer Hawes, Kenny Thomas, Sean May, Desmond Mason, Ide Udoka, Andre(DUI) Nocioni all horrible pick ups on contracts.  Who'd we lose for them or let go for no good reason and we should've kept? Chris Webber, Mike Bibby, Ron Artest (Some might say Peja), Brad Miller, Eddie House, Bonzi Wells, Justin Williams, Ronnie Price, Dahntay Jones,  Rick Adelman, and John Salmons were among the ones lost for no reason.  The ones we didn't even need, yet we paid them- Bobby Brown, Quincy Douby, Vitaly Potapenko, Mo Taylor, Jason Hart, Mikki Moore, Beno Udrih. Jesus, ever since that C-webb Trade, that's probably all the players we went through, and most we haven't kept.  Anyways, Kings Fans are biased on that paper, and it's quite irritating.

Kevin Martin is a good scorer because he's efficient.  But that doesn't mean anything if you don't dish the ball, get assists, or even a block once in a while.  He's 6'7 so blocks aren't too hard, saying D Wade and Delonte West average almost a block a game under 6'4.  Monta Ellis passes the ball more than Kevin Martin.  Amazingly, he chased 11 rebounds down yesterday.  Yet the Kings couldn't hold on to a 4th quarter lead.  Kevin Martin will never be a Superstar, maybe an All star.  He'll be no better than Peja Stojakavic, and has a little more way to go to catch Mitch Richmond.  Oh and btw, These forum King Fans said that Kevin Martin is favorable than Ray Allen, Tmac, Reggie Miller, and Brandon Roy.  Haha.  Oh and I almost forgot, "Kevin Martin is just like Kobe, without a team, and without D."  Dude, I'm not even a Kobe fan, but Kobe is one of the most complete, clutchest, closer, Basketball Superstar Player since MJ.  LBJ and Dwyane follow, but to say Kevin Martin is just as good, without D and a team? Those people are trippin.  I'd take Steph Curry over Kevin Martin, hell I'd take him over Kevin and Tyreke.

As for Noc's DUI, he was probably drinkin his piss-poor life/trade from last year.  Hell it must've been a lot better being a Bull than a King.  Oh well.  Good to see Mike Bibby come back and hit some important shots down the stretch.  Kings fans think he's comin back when we become a Post Season team again, like Bobby did.  Haha. Sometimes I wonder if they're playing fantasy ball or 2k10 and think their teams really are gonna shape.  Reality is, Kings are either moving, or they'll suck for the next 3-4 years, unless they land some big name this coming off-season.

D-Wade beasted last night against the Wiz's on National Tv.  Cp3 beasted against  the Mavs too, on National Tv.  Way to go boys, Way to go.  Q rich might look like a fantasy pick up...and haha where on earth is Michael Beas(t)ley? He's got issues dude. Anyways. That's it for now.

2.11.09

Keep your Eyes Posted!

Congrats to Dwayne Wade on his 10,000 points Milestone.  This is what you call Superstar.






This Wed, he will be on National TV, ESPN at 7 P.M Eastern Standard Time, against Gilbert Arenas and the Wizards. I look forward to that matchup, although I'll miss the first half due to school.
On more news, Tyreke Evans of the Sacramento Kings, is injured and listed Day to Day.

Anthony Randolph is still trying find his All-Star caliber, but can't blame him cause Nellie ain't playin him!.. Same thing with Anthony Morrow. Gallinari is a steal pick up right now, hitting 16 3's this season, including 8 in one outing. The Italian Knick can shoot!
I'm debating if I should pick up Courtney Lee, Peja Stojakavic, and/or Kenyon Martin...and drop either, Travis Outlaw, Yi Jinilian, and/or Anthony Morrow.

49ers Lost. Raiders Lost. Tom Brady is on the Bye. Redskins are on the Bye. Thank God the Ravens smashed the Broncos....49ers could've won, but didn't score the 2nd half of the Indy game, to leave Indy undefeated. Raiders, they just suck. Tom Brady's comin back from London. Joe Flacco is the man!

Celtics are undefeated, with Rondo signing an extension, 55 Million for 5 years. Jesus, just think, the Kings could've had him, instead of Quincy Who? Douby. Great, just Great. Kevin MArtin is still proving me right when I say, "Worst Clutch" performer. My dad was on Fox News too.

 

(Around the 540 Mark)
He had more coverage time, but I suppose they didn't like his responses. This is a revised/edited version. In the previous version, my dad answered questions of what should've been happening during the time of the crash, Along with what "might've" occured to cause the crash. And lastly, he finishes with, "slim chances" when asked what were the chances of survival. He said it with a straight face...I bet the family members are disgusted with my dad.

1.11.09

Happy Halloween 2009




Happy Halloween. I hope everyone had a fun, safe, entertaining Halloween.



I miss Mikuni's.



if you dont' have a ps3, you needa get one.