29.10.09

Let’s talk Sports!



NBA Start of the Season<




Cleveland is 0-2 ! Wow. Boston 2-0 and Lakers 2-0 , big surprise there. New Orleans aka Cp3 needs some back up cause the Spurs just smashed them.  I like Cp3's sense of humor, "We were supposed to go 82-0 but we knew it wasn't feasible." lol. Atlanta's Al Horford put up better numbers than Dwight Howard (only cause Superman didn't play 2 quarters).  Both Florida Teams won.  Kings Lost, big surprise there.  Warriors lost, cause Morrow and Randolph didn't play at all. Thanks Nellie.  Utah lost to Denver, Philly got smashed by 3's.  mmmHmm.

Ah so the NBA started this past week.  Great to have those games back.  Dwyane Wade, hopefully will return with a stellar MVP performance season.  He had a quiet 26-5-5 over the New York Knicks.  Hopefully his shooting percentage will go up.

Hometown:

The Sacramento Kings look horrible, with or without their whole team, with or without their rookie, Tyreke Evans, with or without Francisco Garcia, with or without stellar performances from Jason Thompson, Spencer Hawes, and Kevin Martin.  They lost to Okalahoma.

Other Hometown:
The Washington Wizards, the other supposed “hometown” city team is starting to look terrific.  Gilbert Arenas looks back to his “hibachi” form, while the rest of the team seems to be upgraded with Mike Miller and Randy Foye.  Injuries will be a part of their outcome.

Fantasy Teams 1                                                           Fantasy Team 2
Pre-Drafted                                                                      Live Draft

Jameer Nelson                                 Deron Williams
Jason Terry [shot better with his broken hand.]          Jason Terry
Derrick Rose                                                              Derrick Rose
Leandro Barbosa                                                        Mario Chalmers
Stephen Curry [didn’t look to shoot]                          Courtney Lee
Anthony Morrow [Nellie needs to play                       Anthony Morrow           
Tyreke Evans [Rookie jitter                                       Rudy Gay
Tayshaun Prince                                                        Yi Jianilian
Anthony Randolph [Day To Day]                               Travis Outlaw
Jason Thomposon                                                      Jason Thompson
Tim Duncan                                                              Troy Murphy
Chris Bosh                                                                 Chris Bosh
Emeka Okafor [getting used to Cp3]                         Emeka Okafor           
                                                                                                           

Yes, I know, similar teams.   Nellie needs to play Anthony Morrow cause I think he has the potential in being Most Improved Player.  Yi Jianilian is also in that category.  Hopefully, Courtney Lee wasn’t a bust cause he’s gonna get a lot of playing time in New Jersey.  Travis Law was picked because one monster game.  Troy Murphy was probably the worst 4th pick of a draft, EVER.  Mario Chalmers better step up his game as a 2nd year player, oh did I say I like the Heat? And their back court.  Derrick Rose is back for a better year, or at least I hope.

NFL


Hometown:

49ers look to beat the unbeaten Colts this weekend.  Good luck with that and your new quarterback, Alex Smith.  They did, however, look well last Sunday- Second half, against the Texans.  But it wasn’t enough.  The Crabtree looks like we shouldn’t have doubted him, nor should’ve held out on him.  We should’ve paid him, maybe? We’ll soon find out if he was lucky last week, or if he’s really as good as he says.  He looks kinda good though.

Raiders, you all need to go get a quarterback who wants to win. I think they should borrow Shaun Hill for a little bit, since their own QB, Jamarcus Russell, can’t even take blame for their losing.  He only takes blame for the wins. Haha How homo.

Other Hometown:

My boy Joe Flacco, also looks stellar this season.  Better than his rookie campaign (which was amazing).  The Baltimore Ravens need to step up their game just a tad, just because they’ve been losing by hairs to great post season teams.  They face Denver’s undefeated record this weekend, and are 3rd back in their division to the Bengals and Steelers. 

Haha, I don’t even consider this a hometown team.  They’re in the same boats as the Raiders.  I never claimed Raiders either, but anyways.  The Washington Redskins are such a big disappointment.  I think they have extraordinary pieces like Santana Moss, Clinton Portis, and Merryweather. But something is not right.  Jason Cambell > Demarcus Russell but they’re still struggling.

My boy Tom Brady looks to be getting that 16-1 form again.  Hopefully he’ll do 7 TDS coming back from the Bye in next week (not this weekend, BYE).

Deuce Deuce

I think you should watch this.



Thanks Everyone!  I appreciated all the greets I received today.  It made my day swell!   Today I went to class like a L 7, and then went to dinner at Gordon Biersch Brewery.  Anyways, it's been awhile since I've been on Facebook, but decided after a month and a half, to bring it back. As a surprise, I received many Birthday Wishes from lots of people I haven't talked to in awhile. I would like to give a special thanks to


Mama Won
Papa Doc
Rebecca "#1" Saldana
Isamu "Moo" Saldana
Eddie "EddaY" Rathkay

Kari "Moi Moi" Won
Jennifer "lil one" Lui.
Andrew Tang
Steph Yung
Ashley Yee
Jessica Huang
Shari "Dumb" Hakim
Kimmie "Mi Hermana" Won
Matthew "Channing Tatum" Lee
Lisa Nguyen
Kirsten Shimizu
Andrew "Turbizzle" Kimura
Andrew "Skip" Kearney
Jesse "Coach" Chuk
Tracy "Bear" Makimoto
Brandon Mok
Jason Lim
Christina Leung Ko
Darren Lau
Steven "Shteven" Kimura
Amanda Starbucks girl
Jason "ISS" Singh
Ariel Janae Hicks
Derrek "The Entreprenegro" Lee
Samantha Fowler
David "Da Goat" Leong
Jessica Aquino
Michele "Yosh" Yoshioka
John Lai
Brandon "White Boy" Day
Kristina "swine Flue" Yee
Andrew "Nigin" Nguyen
Ashley Satow
David "jr" Wong
Angela Wong
Ashley "Toki" Tokunaga
Min Hwang
Jocelyn "joce" Cruz
Darren "Dran" Wong
Melissa "Mel" Imai
Jennifer Tanaka
Timothy "Timon" Lee
Ryan Chan
Michelle "Ziva David" Wong
Janet Ma
Joycelin "Joyce Joyce" Leong
Judy "JudaY!" Tuei
Jackee "Miss Jay Jay" Tang
Darnie "the Darnster" Mak
Nikki Yee
Newton "NewT" Kwan
Brandon "BTizzle" Tagawa
Tracy Kwan
Chelsea Woo
Tiffany "Nosey" Short haah
Nina Galang
Minoru Kato
Curran Wong
Tracy Lee
Jessica Lam"Chops"
Kevin Gin
Erik Quan
Ryan "Fuki" Fukushima
Katherine Herr



You all made my day.  Thanks, it means a lot.  Sorry if I forgot anyone...


Instead of celebrating my day today, the relatives; my aunts, uncles, and cousins took me out on Sunday to Outback Steakhouse, where the whole restaurant decided to sing to me. Embarrassing as it was, I had some delicious ice cream after that 16oz Prime Rib.



He's growin up Fast

All he does is EAT!



Outback Waitresses sang for my "non" birthday.


I bought a d80 and a 50mm f 1.4 Lens, still learning how to use both.. And photoshop.  I know some stuff looks crappy so criticism is welcome.  Hate is not.


Don't forget! NBA Basketball Started Yesterday. Anyone who wants to Fantasy Draft Live on Yahoo, let me know! I'll update Basketball Later.




"everything you do  or have done is all apart of everything you will become."





28.10.09

one for the broken hearted.

Dedicated to those in hard times.

It is the cold touch I feel, while laying in the empty, unfulfilled, chilled, bed.
And when I awake, awake from the little sleep, if considered any sleep at all,
I look at my arm, the skinny yet muscular arm with little hairs that I have, with a grin
My arm is vacant, unfilled, dry, from your soft skin, and gentle touch.
The grin turns to anger, and instead of a smile, there is the worst, disgusted face anyone could imagine. The clock is ticking, sounds slower than the heart of mine, which beats an unbelievable 35 beats per minute, quite impossible to live off that other than to be a vegetable. school is in 3 hours, and I fell asleep for only 20 minutes.

You. You were the half of me, the half I couldn’t see in the mirror, yet I knew was always there. You were the half of me, the better half, the one I could count on no matter what world I was in. You were the best part of my day, the best part of my month, the best part of my year. Every second I needed, every minute I wanted, you and I were together, here, there, ready to conquer the world. You were the beauty in beautiful, You were the green in the money, the diamond in the rough, the needle in the haystack of the billion haystacks.

Did I fall asleep again? The bed seems to get colder and colder, even after laying here for hours, trying to fall asleep again. The comforter is no longer comforting, nor are the pillows on top of my face, in between my legs, under my arms, and beneath my head. Sleep used to be so tender, so grasping, refreshing, like a fresh squeeze of life, like a fresh squeeze of lemon.

Me.My love for you is like the energizer bunny, it keeps going and going, like infinity. The impossible was possible, and I couldn’t pick one word to describe my love. Because the love of you and me, is indescribable, unspeakable, untellable. My feelings go beyond this universe, beyond the heavens, and angels. Love’s only synonym in the dictionary is my feelings for you.

A sharp pain in my chest stops me from continuing, as I am conscious once again. There is no more sleep, as I glance at the time. Great one hour left in the night, which means I have one hour left to be myself, a man with pain and agony, who looks like a live tornado, disaster, with hair growing to be a ponytail, and a beard longer than shoe size.

How. How could you do this to me? The pain I feel, the anxiety I have, I can no longer sleep anymore. How do you sleep when the best part of you isn’t in bed at the end of the night. How do you wake up with the better half isn’t there to gaze, smile, look deep in your eyes, and say “good morning.”

This is a nightmare, wake me up when I am sober. Wake me up when this is over, because I don’t want to live in this nightmare. I pinch myself, hoping to awake from this dream, nightmare, fantasy, disaster, whatever this bullshit is. What is it? I pinch myself again, I still see the same room, feel the same cold sheets, and pillows. I am still awake. I never went to sleep, this is the real life. This can’t be happening, how could everything have been so perfect a month ago, and now there’s nothing but catastrophe.
It’s time for school. Just another typical night, the one that started months ago. I don’t remember when the last time I actually had some legitimate sleep. I haven’t had the feeling of breathing fresh, open ocean, seagull flying, wave-crashing, oxygen. Instead, it’s more like trash can, vomit, old pizza, moldy apples, dog shit I’ve been smelling. I hate going out because I put on this front like I’m actually living. I hate going to work because they think I’m some super fly guy, when in reality, I’m just another guy dying. My mind keeps going in circles, like revolutions, kinda like those Nascar races on ESPN, that drive 350 laps around a track, just to waste gas. I am like a vampire, the true self only coming out at night. I sit, I wait to get up.


I. I am unspoken, I am speechless. The words I want to say, I can’t, the feelings I have are in reverse, and I can not live. I don’t eat anymore, I can’t taste anything. I can’t tell black from white, I can think of you without having one tear. I am empty, I am unfulfilled, vacant. Vacant because I was vacated, left, strayed. I am isolated, alone, solo, single. I hate you, but I need you. i hate you, but I want you. I hate you, but I have to have you. I hate you, I love you, and I am without you.



Just Another Sad Love Song.

She is more than a person, she is more than one.
They say it’s over, they say it is done.
But how can this be over, how can this one girl
Be such a big part of you, be such your world.
Did you do something wrong, did you do something to start this fight.
Why was it wrong, why does it feel so right.
She was apart of you, she was apart of your world
She was more than just a friend, she was more than just a girl.
She told me you were forbidden, she told you, you lied,
You know you didn’t lie, you know instead, you cried.
The heart tries to heal itself, the heart has felt much pain.
Why is it always blue skies, why is it a day without rain.
She ripped you into pieces, she ripped you for darn good.
Now you are in no comfort, now you are in no mood.
You used to go in circles, you used to go into rotations.
This is more than pain, this is more than aggravation.
This is a problem, this is one without a single solution.
This one isn’t a circle, this one isn’t a revolution.
It’s over now, it’s over with.
You had your last hug, you had your last kiss
They say your first love is the hardest, they say your first love is the worse
They say it’ll stay with you, they say it’ll stay with you like a curse
You don’t know what to do no more, you don’t know what to expect.
All you are is ignored, all you feel is a neglect.
We never wanted the relationship to finish, we never wanted it to end.
We hate hearing the words of never again, we hate the words, ‘just friends’
They say it’s about loving what you have, they say it’s about loving what you got.
Sometimes we think about history, sometimes we think about what we lost.
And along the way we question ourselves, we question ourselves what we did wrong.
We listen to our friends, we listen to our family, we listen to those sad love songs.
In the beginning we claim these songs are wrong, in the beginning we claim these songs absurd.
The heart speaks more than heart beats, the heart speaks more than words
These wrongs we hear, these wrongs we don’t believe
Help us through struggle, help us through the hardest time of grieve.
Whenever the world walks out, whenever the world has gone
You’re standing all alone, you’re standing with just that sad love song.


i am here if you need me brother. everything will work out. keep your head up.

21.10.09

yEyEr

They say be careful what you wish for, because you never know what you’re gonna get.
I’ve heard that one before, they say it’s cause you don’t expect.
And it’s the best to explore, not to expect the unexpected.
Something unexpected, is nothing to be regretted, and is easier to forgetted.
It’s not a settle for less-ED, you settle for the bestED.
Something that wasn’t expected is always the bestEst.
Best, better than the restES, of what you never testED.

Somethin unexpected, a surprise is,
Somethin doesn’t require any trYes.
You look, you smile, say hi’s, with no good byyes.
It’s a moment of highlights, no rejecting of denyEst,
At The peak, this time is your Finest.
No compromises, this is the highest, the time of your flyest
They’re jealous of the staTiss, livin the high life is the lifest.
Your smilest is just the nices, its so excitin!
This is just the lifeest.

These moments is the lightin of your lifein
The definin timin of your thronin
It’s as good as when she’s moanin
When an artist is peakin, he’s composin
What good is the notion without words spoken
Works isn’t about the commotion, but bout the potion
Lies need to be unspoken, the power is within the devotion
Fill my ears with millions, rub it in like lotion

These seconds define the rest of your time here
Look at the shawty over heyer,
Are you seein, she’s right theyer.
Her grin is just a leyer, her smile is so reyer
There’s no one that compayers
She’s so high up in the aires
Highest then the restest, it’s so unfayer.
Get up get out over your feares
How do I gain her favEr
I want to be part of her flaver
hold on i needa say a prayer
cuz I look at her like she my savior.
Like these people revolve their life around the payper
she needs to come over right heyer
so i can my dearyer
i love her is all i can sayer.

Her and Me


I was on the field, on the sidelines
She was in the band, she plays the flute
I was hitting hard, tackling people
She was cheering hard, like a lunatic.

I brought her balloons, three of them
She gave me a hug, a long one
I gave her a silver bracelet, for a bargain
She gave me a kiss, on the cheek

I asked her out, like she’d say yes
She said yes, okay she did
Proms’ at 7, at a hotel
She’ll pick me up, I didn’t have a car

We went and danced, all night long
We also took pictures, 150 I paid anyway
We went to my house, no after party
We kissed in the car, Lips this time

She called the next day, I’m tired
She told me she had a great time, so did I
She wanted to tell me something, hmmm.
She just broke up with her boyfriend, this is not going to end well

We continue to talk for months, on the phone
Nothing was official, I wished it was
But I kept a distance, just to be safe
No sign of the other guy, thank God

The guy calls my cell phone, I wonder how
Told me I was a punk, you’re the one that lost
He told me he wants to fight me, oh great
He said stay away from my girl, I’m like ‘we’ll see’

I called her, she better pick up
I said the guy wants to fight me, I suck at punching
She said I fell for it, for what?
She used me to get to him, my mind is blown

She said thanks for being a fool, I sure was
She said she never liked me, ouch
The other guy was a better kisser, can’t confirm that
She said later loser, yeah I was

Three years later, like right now
She was dumped by that guy, for another girl
She came to me, why?
She wanted to be with me, like that’s original
She says, please say yes, really
I said no, later loser
-Bryant Calero, classmate.

13.10.09

happy 18th birthday kari.

A - AVAILABLE: i don't know.

B - BIRTHDAY: October 28

C - CRUSHING ON: haha. 1 and 3.

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: white mocha!

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: shteven.

F - FAVORITE SONG OF THE MOMENT: doesn't mean anything.

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: ? gummy worms.

H - HOMETOWN: Sacramento.

I - IN LOVE WITH: music.

J - JUGGLE: jason.

K - KILLED SOMEONE: no.

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 9 hours.

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: manilla vanilla.

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 5.

O - ONE WISH: right now or in life? a billion dollars or the number 1.

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: my 18 year old sister.

R- REASON TO SMILE: my best friend.

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: top gun theme song.

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9 am.

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: green and blue.

V - VEGETABLE(S): broccoli, corn, caesar ensalada, peas,

W - WORST HABIT: care too much.

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: mouth. MRI head.

Y - YOYOS ARE: walk the dog.

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: scorpio


Random Questions About You

Spell your name without vowels: jsn wn

Your favorite number: 3

What color do you wear most?: brown. black. purple. white.

Least favorite color?: mmm that's a hard one.i like all colors.

What are you listening to?: Logan through time.

Are you happy with your life right now?: could be better. shouldn't complain.

What is your favorite class in school?: stats ..cause i don't go.

When do you start back at school/college?i am in school.

Are you outgoing?: yup.

Favorite pair of shoes?: air max 95.

Can you dance?: if youre lucky.

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: nastay

Can you whistle?: yezzir

Write with both hands?: kinna

Cross your eyes?: if need be.

Walk with your toes curled?: gross.


The Dos..

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: doesnt matter.

Do you believe in miracles?: there are no miracles.

Do you believe in magic?: everything is justified.

Love at first sight?: when i see someone. yes. when they see me. no.

Do you believe in Satan?: who dat be.

Do you believe in Santa?: i believe in my mom .

Do you know how to swim?: like a dolphin.

Do you like roller coasters?: i like bikes more.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: depends whats at stake


THE HAVES

Have you ever been on a plane?: too many.

Have you ever asked someone out?: yeah.

Have you ever been asked out by someone?: not sexy enough.

Have you ever been to the ocean?: the best place to be.

Have you ever painted your nails?: III haven't painted my nails.


THE WHATS

What is the temperature outside?: Cold. 50's.

What radio station do you listen to?: iPod and CDS

What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Bugaboo Creek

What was the last thing you bought?: a knife.

What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Monday night football.


THE WHOS

Who was the last person you IM'd?: i don't really talk online.

Who was the last person you took a picture of: chipmunk alvo.

Who was the last person you said I love you to?: i'm at a loss for words.


IN A BOY/GIRL

Favorite eye color: doesn't matter.

Short or long hair: medium.

Height: shorter than me preferably

7.10.09

Hello Good bye

Hello Miss Cutie pie lady.
I must say, that you are simply gorgeous and that I adore you.
But before you say a word, just let me tell you something about me.
I have known you for quite some time, and as scary as that sounds,
I mean no harm, danger, or infliction.
You might’ve seen me once, or twice, hell maybe a lot more.
But you don’t know me, and I don’t know you.
And as appetizing and interesting as you are,
That’s all I’ll ever know.
All I’ll ever know, is simply the most I am allowed to know.
You see, I’ve been down this road once before.
And it doesn’t end in a good way.
Pain, agony, ache, affliction.
Somewhere down the road it’ll be.
Maybe you, Maybe me. If I’m lucky, it’ll be the both of us.
Somewhere down the road, we will fail, we will falter.
And as sadly as I must say, it won’t be me to cause the tears.
It won’t be me to cause the tears, because I will be the one who sheds the tears
I won't be the one who leaves, more like the one to stay.
You may know it, you may not,not yet at least
But believe it, and I know what, and I kno it exists.
You’re the most beautified diamond in the rough.
And even a diamond in the rough has its scars.
I wish I could make em all go away, and never return
But its somethin thatll always burn.
I won’t be fooled once again, not this time.
We, we could’ve been something, something special.
Something spectacular, something extraordinary, something unbelievable.
I would’ve done everything, and anything, in order to keep you.
And we would’ve been good, at least for a good while.
You may not know it, but I believe it.
I wouldn’t have failed you, and I would’ve never gave up.
Sometimes the beauty is in failure, sometimes beauty is in the attempt.
But there will be no trial, there will be no error.
There will be no erroneous.
So there, that’s said that’s done.
We conversated, and we talked.
Eye to eye, person to person.
One time is enough, one time too much.
This is it, this is the end.
Good-bye to you my friend.
Good day Miss cutie pie.