20.9.11

This Night is Sparklin, Don't you let It go.

Beyond a moment is an emotion captured entirely through ones heart like a video camera records a video of ones heart. A feeling of unspoken characteristics in your inner self felt before yet different in aspects you simply can’t explain.  History has replayed similar videos in your mind but nothing quite like this can be remembered as so Enchanting.  From that rare moment, a thought, a picture, a tune reminds you of the exact feeling you don’t want to go away, diminish or end.  And every time a flash of history enters your mind, you can’t help but cheese because it feels like Christmas all over again.  Hoping that history is not in repeat of younger days, you sit to think, you sit to wait.  Life is a masterpiece structure built by your own mind and hands, yet special others will share their own building blocks to contribute with your life architectural project piece.  The blueprints are made in your mind yet drafts often become mute when the possibility of someone special walking into your heart.
Nothing can prepare you or plan you for such a dominant, off-guarded entrance.    Yet the feeling that you feel has some charisma and relevance of mutual satisfaction and glory. The curiosity in character and beauty intrigues the uniqueness and fine composition of nothing less than a compatible counterpart.   [I know we here together, so it must be something special.  You could be anywhere you wanted, but you decided to be here with me. No coincidence it was meant to be.]  You don’t want to get your hopes up in fear of the bigger in disappointment.  But how can this emotion, this endeavor, be in your mind and in your heart, without warning or prior knowledge.  When two worlds come together, it can be the most random, craziest story ever imagined but there comes a time when things in Hollywood actually come true.  No script, no book, no story, can simplify such an emotion where someone’s presence takes you, your breath, and your smile away to further heights never memorized nor available.  These kinds of things don’t come around as often as you think, nor do they come when you ask of them to.   You constantly pinch yourself, wondering if you are dreaming in bed because things are too good to be true.  And after you realize that the dream you have been living is your reality, you become speechless, awestruck, and enchanted.


You become afraid of the thought of being disappointing and nothing interesting to the wants and needs they standardize.   Please don’t be in love with someone else, please don’t have somebody waiting on you whispers between your ears as if it’s just built you up to bring you down.  But you’ve come too far now, it’s either time to return back the way you came, or jump and take that leap of faith.  Although two worlds may be too far, too far apart, you question if patience for the opportune, gracious moment, is wrong or right.  You’re too shy to ask, but too proud to lose.   If actions each have its consequences, then leaving without a consequence is a pity and a defeated disappointment.  Good conscious or bad conscious, what one do you choose in such an important, impacting, inquisition that has the infinite possibility of happiness.  Things can’t be how they seem, or can they.  Friends say, ‘why do you do this for,’ when they should be living knowing, ‘Why not.’ There is nothing else that you wanna say because by now they can tell you want it more than anything.  If you walk away and just let them leave, they'll be stuck in your head like a melody. 
The craziest things we do for the dumbest reasons might not be all that dumb if the things we do come straight from the inner part of our hearts.  Musicians and songwriters create melodies and songs with words of importance, attitude, and truth.   Music equals love equals life. When you listen to thousands of songs that are good, try listening to a good song that speaks your emotion, and you’ll realize it’s simply … speechless.  If our souls composed a tune, our hearts composed a melody, and our eyes sang some words, it would sound a little bit like this.


















This was the very first page, not where the story ends.
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again.
These are the words I held back, as I was leaving too song.
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you.


Don’t you let it go.




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