9.2.11

Number 2 of February after 10 days!?


If I could go back…
I would’ve tried harder to becoming the best I could be.
I would’ve tried out for the basketball team and the baseball team
I would’ve tried out for the soccer team or the football team.
If I could go back
I wouldn’t ask for all the attention from the entire school.
I wouldn’t try to be the popular on the block.
I wouldn’t be the one who acted a fool.

If I could go back
I wouldn’t mug people because I didn’t agree with who they were.
Despise somebody if they had better clothes than me.
Hate that I lost the one I wanted to someone who I thought was of a lesser.
If I could go back
I would cherish the time more with friends.
I would care more about my family and school work instead of the job.
I would ride the wave like it would never end.
If I could go back
I would make smarter choices and better decisions.
I would accept challenges and conquer them head on.
I would worry less about quantity and more about precision.
If I could go back
I would participate more in all the school activities
and stop worrying about after outside festivities
instead of running away from all the opportunities.
If I could go back,
I would work harder in school, where the grades and schooling mattered.
I would be brighter with people, being the best person I could possibly be.
I would be lighter with the people and in depth with the ones who mattered.
If I could go back,
I would date the girl I wanted to date because I liked her
And not worry about the competition and his satisfaction.
I wouldn’t hide in the darkness and in the shadows as a secret lover.
I wouldn’t be sitting here thinking why I didn’t love her.

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