theres a thousand yous, theres only one of me.

i stand here and look at you, distraught and irritable. you ask, "whats wrong.?"  i simply exhale and say..."nothing." you, confused at the mixed emotions on my face, turn away for a second before asking, "why did you give me that gift a couple years ago?" i look at you with a shock and say, "because overlooking your achievements and goals, i saw a fine character in you. and i wanted to see how you were."  you replied, "and what did you find out?" " i found out what i didnt want to find out. i found out that, although your girls mean the most to you, anyone else who comes close as a friend, youu shun away." " what else did you find out about me?"  "you are true to them, but only to them. if anyone else catches your eye, you give em a weeks worth of attention and then disappear. you like the bad boys. the ones who dont treat youu right. and yyou stay because you believe theres no wrong."

"i know that you dislike surprises. you dont know how to react. all you believe in is having fun. you disregard other people.s feelings. and even if you find someone to care for, you dont know how to. you lack the maturity an adult has. you dont give people opportunity, you assume their lack of ability."

"any positives?" you asked. i smile and say, "your quotes are your fuel, and your music suits you well.you have the capabilities of being a great person, its up to you to be just that. "  you look at me with a grin and say, "really?" i stand up, ready to leave, and say, "ive always known. just wanted to see if you were the person i thought you were.".. and?? "i ve come to my conclusion. i've seen this many times with people like you.. younger.. and older.. you're predictable, and even if i don't know you for you, i know your most likely moves.."  Confused, you respond and say, "but how?"  i've seen this before. theres a thousand yous, theres only one of me."