B.A

Dear B.A

Thank you for responding ! It is really sweet of you to take the time out of your busy schedule to write back.  I'm not gonna lie, I was waiting for mail at work this week, unsure if a response meant a letter.  I'm glad you liked it and I appreciate your kind words. Unfortunately, Twitter doesn't allow me to respond to DM's unless the person follows me.. And me being a writer, It's hard to fit all my thoughts in 140 characters. Or maybe you planned it that way so I couldn't respond =[. So either way, I 'm not able to respond to the extent I want to respond.

I sound like a broken record playing over and over, but I would honestly love to hear from your perspective..In all truth and rarity, your thoughts on the entire thing.  Such as, "you would contemplate the idea of writing, or I'm too busy to write."  It's okay if you were to call me a creep or 'just a fan.'  If you had a mindset similar to mine, I would think it would be cool to have a person to talk to outside of the norm.  Kind of like an old-school child-hood friend that isn't into all of the normal, technological, gossip world.  But you would want their opinion or their idea on what you're going through in life.   Cause on the reverse end, I think it would be cool to have an acquaintance or a friend inside that industry, and would love to have a girl's opinion on things like movies, writing, females, and celebrities.

Because I don't know the exact detail of what the thought is , I'm all over the woods playing guessing games.  I'm not gonna lie, I have probably thought of all things possible.  It's kinda like You have the thought of, Don't do too much. You might scare her and creep her out.  You gotta play it cool and just wait.  Or it could be.. She's too busy to write to you but you can write her and eventually she'll read it.  She's an intellectual person who enjoys entertainment and reading. Write to her or write something to keep her intrigued.  And of course there's the, She wants to write but she's unsure of why this guy is thinking way too much into things.  So instead, she can write a one-way thank you DM so he can't respond, and I won't see his response.

You are a hard person to get a hold of..But I guess that's expected from a celebrity with a busy life.   I guess this is what a pen pal emotion would feel like. Both people don't know the thought or mindset..The question marks are killing me.  I hate that things in life are rarely definite. I guess the good things in life you have to be patient with.  Let the river flow. Whatever will be, will be. And what ever happens, happens for a reason.

Glad to know you are an October baby..Mine is in three days.


J