valentines day...

today is the day that's celebrated by lovers.. and hated by singles. it is the day to look at the great things we have or the things we had. it is the time we realize the person's importance, or the persons incompetence. it is a day filled with love or a day thought of memories. today is the time we can make someone ours for a day...or a day we say what if...

last year i took a chance , and it shot me in the back... i took an idea and made it a memory. not exactly a memory that shares love's interest, but one ill never forget. looking back, i wouldnt change a thing.. id rather take a chance on something and live with the outcome knowing, instead of watching on the sidelines saying what if and not knowing.

so if you're out there reading this, know that i only wanted the best for you. my only wish was to make you smile. maybe one day you'll take the chance... but for now, here's my heart. empty and cold. like chris brown.

i hate valentine's day.