I was Born a Christian

Oh my Christian!

I can’t believe I forgot about my long lost Christian Family!  I feel terrible so this post is going to them.  All of them! All 302 of them.   I might be a little off on that, but it’s probably around there. Haha

Anyways, this past summer on my trip to South Korea with fellow student Peace Makers, I met the Christian family from Utah.  I met Brittney and Shaun Christian.  These two were the coolest kids in the entire program besides me and my family.  Haha JK, We were all pretty cool kids.  But Shaun and Brittney stood out the most, in a good way. The first time I saw Brittney and Shaun, they were sitting together on the bus on the trip into Seoul.  Brittney said to me, “Do you want to take a picture out of this window?”  I replied, “No,” and that was it. 

For the first couple of days, I was a quiet fella just mindin’ his own business.   It wasn’t until the night we had free time to eat wherever we wanted.  It was my roomie, Andrew, Jessica, Ryan, Shaun, and Brittney.  We walked looking for American food, darn white people! Haha We stumbled upon Dominoes and ordered pizza.  The time we had that night started our from then until the rest of the trip.  When we returned home, we exchanged numbers and Facebook info. 

The entire Christian family is a wonderful family.  Jessica, Ryan, and Scott are also apart of the Christian family.  Both Brittney and Shaun remained in contact the most after the trip.  Whether it was every Sunday texts or phone calls, we talked about life issues, our friendship, and the Korea Trip.  We all wished we could go back. 

At the end of October, for Shaun and my birthday, I reunited with my long last family.  I went to Utah to meet more Christians including the Ma and Pa of Brittney and Shaun.  I also met the youngest Christian of the family, Jacob.  The time was very memorable and home-feeling.  They gave my sister and I very great food and hospitality for the entire weekend.  The Christians gave us great laughs and great times. 

This post is dedicated to them because I somehow forgot to write thanks to them at the end of the New Years.  I swear I wrote something but when I was looking for it, I couldn’t find it.  But here it goes.

Brittney, you are a creeper!  You hecka took pictures of me from afar when we didn’t even meet each other!  haha. I’m glad you did though.  It is something crazy to laugh about.  We had our great times in South Korea and Utah.  I’m glad we kept in touch all this time.  I miss you so much!   When I was lonely or feeling depressed you were always there to encourage me  on better things.  You are a very sweet and kind person on a different level than the rest of the world.   You put everyone else first before yourself, which is a very admirable trait.  We have lots of similarities on different things.  But we also have very many differences we argue about, which makes our conversations fun.  I’m so glad we continue to talk until today!

Shaun, oh Shaun.  You are a funny kid.  I still can’t believe your 19! I thought you were like, 20 at least.  You are very mature for your age…Sometimes.. haha I’m glad that you and I have kept our talks too.  You are a very cool guy who follows your heart.  Without our talks or times, things could’ve got very boring with Brittney…jk. But seriously, we had some good talks as well.. Mostly on Taylor Swift and other women.. Or your 2 year thing =/  I’m so happy you’re finally getting to do your thing after 18 years of waiting.  I know you’re going to do great.  Your presence will impact hundreds of people down south.  We will continue to talk throughout our lives as well, even if I have to write you LETTERS!

Jacob.  Jacob, Jacob Jacob.  Where do I start with you kid.?  How about WILLIAMS! Hahahaha.  Williams, my oh my how that guy burned you so MANY times.  I hope you’ve been practicing. Haha.  Anyways, I’m sad that you weren’t able to attend the South Korea Trip.  Especially since your cousin, Ryan was able to.  Well I guess he was a little older.  But then again, it was so nice to meet you when I came to Utah.  You are a very smart kid when it comes to life.  Maybe that’s how you Christians are… Anywho, I know you are in good hands following your entire family’s footsteps.  They are great people and thus believe, their knowledge supersedes whatever I have taught you.  Haha, although that night by the campfire was nice to read to you kids.  I will continue to wait for your texts.. You kind of died off with those =[  Anyways good luck with school man!

You all have influenced my life so much.  You guys are amazing people.  All of you Christians!  I hope one day to return to Utah to visit everyone.  I hope we all remain in contact as well.  You guys have helped me a lot in the last year.  If there's anything I can do that is in my powers, please let me know!  Love you all! Happy New Years!

kal el.

You dont know who you are anymore,
You search for some part of your soul
But you dont find anything.
You dont find anything worth saving.

You move for a change,
Something better than what you had.
You left loved ones behind
To search for something more in life.
For a second you see a glimpse of
What you had
And what you could become.
For a split second you see that it is all up to you.

The ones you called friends dont exist anymore.
Your warm heart that once used to be,
Crushed.
You leave your friends, you leave your family
In search of the purpose of your existence.
The alley you are standing in is dark as the sun.

You'll forever wait for their phone call.
You'll drive around hoping for a text.
You'll wait til forever until they come around.
And they'll keep you there until they need you.

You detach yourself from everything that you used to know
You eliminate everything that knows you.
A change different from moving.
You are alone and there is no one to take notice.
People you cared for spread lies to create enemies.
Enemies infiltrate your army and turn them against you.

There is no more balance with people.
There is nothing to take your side.
Whats done is done.
Its you against the world.
Like superman saving the human race.
Trust no one with your secret.
Whatever you had are memories.
You must become whatever your destiny is,
Alone.

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New Years 2010

 

2010 was a good year. Emotional, challenging, different, and fun.  There was tons of schools (70 something hours since last winter) and little time to play. Just Kidding.  Weekends were play days and Weekdays were work days.  I spent a majority of my year in Maryland and Washington D.C for school.  When I wasn't in school (like 4-5 weeks out of the whole year), I was vacationing the globe or visiting home.  I've been fortunate to travel to places like South Korea, New York, Florida, Denver, and Salt Lake City.  Whether it was with family or friends, the times will all be remembered.

I'd like to shout out some people's names who are in the 2010 memory.
Bull, bff like a brother, you've been there through the roughest times in my life.  Whether it was girl problems or guy talk, you and I always had our fun and memorable moments.  Even though it was 3000 miles away, we still had our moments through the phone.  You mean the most to me and have helped me grow throughout the last 7 years.  We be BFF forever blood!

Tim and Matt, JR and Michelle you cousins you.  Man without you guys I wouldn't have a life in Maryland.  Even though our life was mainly zombie hunting, 2 Am McDonalds, or Starcraft killin, we had our fun moments.  You eased the move a lot better.  The lonely school days I had you both cured with the weekend fun.  We shopped and ate explicitly.  I hope I influenced you guys as much as you both have influenced me.  It was a great year living back east as we all got closer.  You guys helped the times roll by quickly.  You all helped me out a lot with my school stuff too.  I wouldn't have graduated from Maryland without you guys.

Jason Singh ISS Over the years we go in and out of communication.  We've always been friends but I think this last year we spent a lot more time talking to each other becoming even closer.  I'm glad that we've kept in contact over the last 10 years.  I still remember it was you and me in 8th grade and then 12th.. Man how time flies.  I'm so proud of you and all your accomplishments.  You are sincerely a good honest guy who reminds me of Clark Kent.  I'm glad you are working on your Law degree while maintaining love with your love sport and great girlfriend.   You have always been an influence and motivator.  It's also living proof that the good, nice guy gets the hot girl.

Bday aka Roach, Thanks for taking all those CJ classes with me man.  You and I had some great, fun, times at Chipotle before and after classes.  Whether we were talking girls or school work, you made it fun.  Thanks for all the help with school too! I'm proud you finally got your dream job as a police officer in Maryland.  I only wish you the best cleaning up the streets.  Keep it Safe and Keep in touch.  Congratulations on your acceptance to the academy.  Maybe I'll join you next year!

Alvinski Thanks for all your help man.  Honestly, I had the best times in Maryland with you bro.  We had our great talks about sports, girls, and photoshop.  You introduced me to Raven and helped me with Indie and Niner.  Even though things didn't work out to plan, it was still nice to have you around just to talk about it.   I appreciate all you have done for me.  It's lame that I only met you the last semester of my school life.  But from the times we had, it was great and memorable.  You are a very bright, funny guy.  We'll remain in touch for years to come.  Good luck with finishing your degree...!

Maria aka princess girl.  And no I don't mean that in a bad way.  Thanks for all you've done in the last month or so of school.  It was great getting to meet a new person in Maryland.  Things weren't always how they felt and most things weren't as serious as they seemed.  Promise, I never meant to hurt you in some asshole way.  Even after knowing you a month, it seemed like years.  You make me feel accomplished by just being honest and opinionated.  You reading my blogs were inspirational.  I hope you enjoy them as I enjoy your company.  I hope by me moving home doesn't change things, but I understand if they do.  You made studying and chillin fun.  You and K say were reasons enough to attend Judicial Process.  Sorry for any mishap I may have caused, they were never my intentions.
Keep up the multi-cultural lifestyle.  Stay sweet and caring and not too conniving.

K say.  What do I say.  You are a great person..Smart too. Too bad I didn't meet you or Maria earlier, it would've made school a lot more fun.  Even though you both are racist jokesters, it was fun getting to know you.  I know one day you will be happy with Chadmonkey.  Props to him for serving our country.  I'll have to take the serving the country part into consideration, now that I am graduated.  I'll be sure to drop a line whenever I come to MD.  You better do the same when you come to Cali.  I'll have to introduce you to the IN n Out Burger. 

Coach J Chuk aka Shotyme Apparel.  Thanks for those talks from 3000 miles away man.  You are a big part of why I write and why I innovate.  I know some times I'm very negative or pessimistic.  But sometimes, it's just honesty.  I know and you know, I'm very different when it comes to the typical dude.  I have listened to all of your advice and hope I have returned a little bit to you.  Keep up the good work with the clothing line and thanks for all the free shirts.  I will wear them everywhere whenever I can.

Becky Boo and Moo. You guys helped me through a lot once again in 2010.  When times were rough, it was always nice to call you guys to just talk.   You guys have been as much as an influence as I have been to you.  You guys might not know it or believe it since you both are so young, but you both give me a lot of motivation to keep going and try harder.  I try to be the best role model and brother I can be and hope to have provided you with inspiration, advice, and influence as much as I can.  You guys have both grown a lot over the last couple of years.  I hope you make all the right choices in the future.  And if you don't, know that I will always be here, even if I'm  not in town.  
Without you handful of people, Life would've been much more difficult. Even though there were the lonely times, you guys helped me through most of it.  It was very good to make better friendships.  We withstood the difficulties and overcame the challenges.  Without you all, it would've been so much tougher.  I hope you the best for 2011 and hopefully, we all will remain in contact.

My family members.   I would not be anywhere near where I am if it weren't you all.  I may seem unappreciated or unhappy at times.  But know that you guys are the reason I'm alive today.  And everything you've done will never ever be replaced.  I'm grateful for each and everyone of you.  It was all great times this past year.  I've grown so much and appreciate you so much more.  It was fun living with all of you guys!
 
I also appreciate Bear, Lil one, J G35, Eddie, Turbizzle, Richie, Tubby, Yum, David and Kevin, Fuki, Boo, and Skip for all being in my life.  Whether it was texting or hanging out, you all have been honest friends.  I am thankful for the great times in 2010 and hope for an even better future.  If I forgot anyone, know that I didn't to do it intentionally.

2010 was filled with great music especially by Hans Zimmer, Nicki Minaj, Baby Yu, Kanye West, and Bruno Mars.  Sports were awesome with D Wade, Patrick Willis, and Steph Curry.  The Economy started picking up after a rough beginning.  And my family is all kickin and healthy.  

Happy New Years.  May 2011 bring great prosperity and healthy lives.  I hope the drama will be limited, the loneliness will be scarce, and the great memories will be limitless.   May we all chase our dreams, goals, and aspirations.  Motivate and Innovate.  Bright Lights.

Resolutions.

No cussing
Limited Soda.
Write at least 4 blogs a month (Funny, December 2010 I wrote like 11. That's a career high!)

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